The Room Where The Prime Minister Left
For thirty-five long years, the Kaul family of Habba Kadal had lived in a rented two-room tenement on the dusty outskirts of Jammu.
Their ancestral home near the old Sona Masjid, where the evening aarti of the Somyar temple once mixed with the azaan in what they called the secular rhythm of life, was now only a memory stitched into old, fading photographs.
Every morning, 72-year-old Shankar Kaul would open an iron trunk and touch the rusted keys of the house they had locked on that winter night of 1990.
His wife Indira, now frail and half deaf, still kept an old copper lota, a gadwa, wrapped in a red cloth. “This holds the Gangajal we carried the day we ran,” she often said, even though the water had long ago evaporated.
Their son, Sameer, born in exile, had grown up on stories of the land he had never touched. In his childhood, Kashmir was not geography—it was mythology.
Satisar, the land of rishis. Kashyap’s valley of light. A homeland stolen, yet never lost.
But as the years passed, another truth took shape in his mind. Governments came and went. Promises came and faded. Announcements echoed and vanished. But the return of the Kashmiri Pandits never moved an inch.
By the time Sameer turned thirty-five, he felt a strange weight in his chest—half anguish, half responsibility.
One evening, sitting before his father’s trunk, he asked, “Papaji, how long will we keep waiting? How long will the dust gather on these keys?”
Shankar looked at his son with eyes that had waited too long.
Beta, the return of a people should be the pride of a nation, not a burden. But our fate has become a file, passed from table to table, year after year. Someone needs to speak. Maybe you.”
That night, Sameer made a decision that would change his life.
THE JOURNEY TO DELHI
Sameer was not a man of influence. He was not a politician, not even a celebrity—just a Kashmiri Pandit boy with a story and courage.
With the support of a civil-society group, and after endless emails, calls, and petitions, he finally received what no one from his community had received in decades: a personal appointment at the Prime Minister’s Office.
Carrying his father’s rusted keys in his pocket, Sameer left for Delhi on an overnight bus.
He could not sleep.
Will the Prime Minister understand our pain?
Will he at least listen?
Will he give hope?
Or will he repeat the words they had heard for thirty-five years—“It will take time… the situation is complex… we are working on it…”?
THE MEETING IN THE PMO
The PMO was colder than he had imagined, grand yet strangely silent. The staff treated him with gentleness, perhaps sensing the weight he carried. At exactly 10 a.m., the door opened and the Prime Minister himself stepped in.
“Sameer ji,” he said warmly, “come, let us talk.”
He even offered him breakfast—kesar chai, poha, and biscuits. Sameer, trembling inside, barely touched the food.
What followed was half an hour of complete attention, something the community had not received in decades.
Sameer spoke slowly at first, then with rising emotion.
“Sir, I am not here for politics. I am here for dignity. For my parents, who are dying without seeing their home. For the generation that was born in exile. For the heritage of a civilisation that once lit lamps of knowledge in this valley. There are 84 lakh displaced people in the world. We are one of the smallest—and yet the most forgotten. We are Indians, sir. When will the nation remember us?”
The Prime Minister listened—really listened.
His face softened.
His eyes moistened.
Then Sameer placed the keys on the table.
“These open a home that no longer exists. If I die tomorrow, they will mean nothing. Sir, I am begging for only one thing—give us a roadmap, a timeline, a direction. Thirty-five years is an entire lifetime, sir. How many more lifetimes do we need?”
THE MOMENT THAT SHOOK THE ROOM
There was silence—deep, uncomfortable, human silence. The Prime Minister leaned back, closed his eyes for a moment, and whispered,
“Sameer… I wish it were as simple as justice. I wish…”
His voice broke.
Something in that room shifted—perhaps the truth he carried, the burden he hid, or the decision he had postponed for too long.
Suddenly, without warning, he stood up—his chair scraping softly—and walked toward the door.
“Sir…?” Sameer stood up.
But the Prime Minister did not answer. He opened the door, stepped out, and left the room.
Sameer waited.
Ten minutes.
Twenty.
Thirty.
No one came.
A senior official finally entered and said quietly, “Sameer ji… the session is over for now.”
THE QUESTION THAT REMAINED
As Sameer walked out of the PMO, the Delhi sun felt harsher than usual. He did not know whether the Prime Minister had walked out because he was confused, or choked with emotion, or too overwhelmed by the political impossibility, or simply overworked by the burden of a thousand conflicting realities.
But one thing became clear to Sameer. Even the Prime Minister of India did not have an answer.
Not yet.
Not today.
Maybe not ever.
THE RETURN OF HOPE
Sameer returned to Jammu that evening. His father asked only one question.
“Beta, did you tell him everything?”
Sameer nodded.
“Yes, Papaji. I told him everything.”
Shankar smiled weakly.
“Then someday, something will move. No truth remains buried forever.”
But that night, when Sameer opened the trunk and held the rusted keys, he made a silent promise. “If the nation cannot return us home, I will become the voice that does.”
And thus began a journey—not of politics, but of awakening. A journey where one Kashmiri Pandit boy carried an entire community’s unanswered question:
“When will the children of Kashyap return home?”
And somewhere in the corridors of power, in a room the Prime Minister had quietly left, that question still echoed—soft, persistent, unending.
Rajender Koul
Rajender Koul, a resident of Talab Tillo, Jammu, is a retired officer from the State Bank of India. After decades of his first innings and very dedicated service in the banking sector, he now enjoys his second innings in the quiet rhythms of retired life. A keen observer of people and the world around him, Rajender Koul, has turned to writing as a way to reflect, create and reconnect with life’s deeper meanings. He spends his leisure time crafting short stories and capturing memories, experiences and moments that often go unnoticed in the everyday hustle. Through his thoughtful storytelling, he seeks to preserve personal and collective journeys of spiritual growth, humane love, loss, resilience and hope. Prayers and blessings a support to the world of ours we live. Jai Bhagwan ji
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